crazy

ever wonder what crazy means whos crazy and why are they considered crazy ever heard a voice in your head tell you what a pain in the ass you are or be prompted by a feeling that seems a little whack i wonder if others feel the same way i do or am i really the only one trying to make it in a grown up world i wish that i was sane i wish that i could wish my disease away sometimes i think that cancer would be a relief because i would have an end in site while other days i feel good and pray that every day could be just like that day however today is cloudy with a forecast of rain and perhaps lightning